
Journal
It's been so long since I have written in my journal. But I feel like I need, or at least, want to tell my watchers a little something about my life, get them to know what kind of person I am and what I can become.
The past months have been quite busy, I got so much work to do, it's depressing. Whenever I have so many things to do in very little time, I sort of go through the 5 stages of a person who knows about his/her early death (although, in a different way). The first stage is the surprise, I can't believe I have so many things to do in that little time given, the second one is denial, I feel like throwing it all to the winds and let decompose, the third one is hate, I start to hate my school and a few people around me, because I don't like the fact that I have to do things which I...don't want to...the fourth stage is depression, I get sad because I must do the works else the consequences will be far more terrible, and the last stage is acceptance, it's when I start doing the works, I accept the fact that it must be done someday and I have to do it.
I haven't been taking a lot of photos because school's been demanding too much from me, I get home for the weekends and just do NOT want to leave the house, for I have little and precious time to rest. I became an anti-social person. I MUST take more photos...it's like an addiction...I want to get more models and fancier clothes >:3! Definitely...
Yesterday I had 3,000 pageviews, I got quite happy with it.

I didn't actually think I could be popular in this website, there are so many AMAZING photographers, it's tough to stand out. Although, I haven't stood out yet.
Well, almost two months and I barely write anything...there's nothing new to me, really...I'm going to New York for new year...I guess that's it.

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